Published on October 31st 2012
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The stress of how much I am balancing at school must be getting to
me. The past two nights I have sat here nearly in tears even though I
have no reason to be sad.
It's weird how you can make so much
progress in your life and yet feel as though you've made none. Not to
mention all the racing thoughts about the future... What if I land a
career in TV but it isn't at all what I dreamed it'd be? What if
everything I have worked so hard for doesn't turn out how I imagined?
Such is life, right?
Will I always romanticize things in my head
to the point of never really feeling satisfied? If I get what I want,
will it live up to my expectations? Am I only setting myself up to be
let down?
Will I be trapped within one medium or will I prepare
myself enough to branch out into many aspects of performance,
expression, and entertainment?
...and now I feel ridiculous
because there are people out there worrying about where they will sleep
tonight, how they'll eat, and how they will keep warm.
I'm out.
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