It still makes embarrassed though...
In 2007...
- I had no sense of femininity
- I had nothing of substance to contribute to a conversation
- I was socially awkward and super insecure
- I hadn't done enough living to fully develop likes and dislikes
- I was naive
- I was lost
- I was scared of disapproval and rejection
- I was scared of intimacy
- I had no voice
- I had no clue how to use my passion as a means of productivity toward a realistic career
- I had no specific direction
- I let my anxiety take control of the wheel more times than I would hold the wheel and drive
- I didn't know there was such thing as public transportation
- I had yet to discover the beauty of culture
- I had yet to gain knowledge on subjects such as psychology, cultural anthropology, philosophy, literature, ethics, and religion
- I also knew very little about punctuation and proper grammar
- My past very much still haunted me affecting me in ways I wouldn't realize for another three years
- I looked for attention in all the wrong places
In 2013...
- I'm fuckin' fabulous
